Friday, October 31, 2008

It's that time of year again

Well boys and girls it's that time of year again. The time of year when I become a hermit (Hermits United! Bonus points if you know what that's from.), a shut-in, a crazy cat lady! Wait. No. Scratch the crazy cat lady part. I don't do cats... Do you know what time it is yet? No? Are you sure? 50, 000 words ring a bell? No? Hmmm. Did anyone even notice me drop off the face of the Earth last year? No?! You all suck. Talk about making a girl feel loved, geez!

Alright I'll stop. For those of you who don't know. *glares* NaNoWriMo starts in November. And for those of you who actually care *more glaring* I would totally appreciate it if you don't take offence at my disappearance this November. I would also love you even more if you would take it upon yourself to make sure I'm still alive. Just check in every few days, ya never know.

Seriously though, I would love it if you guys would call/message/actually visit me this month and bug me about my word count. And then make fun of me when I am behind. Nothing says motivation like a group of friends laughing at you because you can't keep up your word count. And then when I win I can rub it in every one's faces like I did last year! Yay!

And remember! Sleep is for the dead! I don't need sleep this month! I have a novel to write, baby! Woot!

And Sarah? Your going down!

Spork On

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Heartless

I was sitting in class the other day when the guy behind me started talking about death. He was harping on a relative for not letting the death of her mother go. From what I understand she visited her mothers' grave about once a week. All he could say was "Hey she's gone. Get a life." I couldn't help but think how heartless that sounded. Of course he probably hasn't lost anyone he's close to yet. But still. I know, for a fact, that when I loose a close family member I'm going to fall apart. I can imagine it now. I mean jeez I've had nightmares about this sort of thing. All I'm saying is if you've known someone long enough it would be hard to let them go. Just because they're dead doesn't mean they can't here you. Grieving, no matter how long it lasts, is not a horrible thing. And I don't want to sound mean but I hope he learns that someday.

Spork On

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Noobz R Us!

That about explains me right now. I just spent a whole hour transering these from my myspace for easier access. So, yeah. Have fun I guess. Excpect semi-regular updates after this...

I believe...

Originally Posted On: Sunday, October 19, 2008

I believe....
...that falling in love is easy.
...that telling yourself you need to stop, isn't.
...no matter how far we stray, no matter how hard we fall, God will always be there to give us a little nudge in the right direction.
...we are all just little kids saying, "Hey. Hey! HEY!!! Everybody! Lookit! Look at meeeee!"
...that rebelling is a necessary part of life. Like the seasons and chocolate.
...writing is the only way to let out your dreams, fears, emotions, etc, without people laughing at you.
...that we all eventually die. Why speed up the process?
...perfection is beyond reach. That doesn't mean we can't try, it just means we won't succeed.
...I deserve the best, everyone does, and I refuse to take anything but!
...that God added jerks to the world to test us. And test us they do.
...that procrastination is the best form of suicide.
...that anger solves everything but a friendship.
...that risk is also part of life. Saddly.
...money may be the root of all evil but it sure helps pay the bills.
...that everyone is, was, or will be fake.
...that pain just makes you stronger. That doesn't mean you should run in front of the nearest on-coming vehicle to see if you can survive it. It means that every time we hurt, every new pain we experience, whether it is emotional or physical,we can prepare ourselves for the next time. And although it will hurt, it will hurt less.
...that a spork will always triumph over the curel, twisted, evil that is a chocolate turtle.
...that your car is supposed to get you from point a to point b without falling apart...to much. So quit complaining and be happy you can drive and don't have to walk every where like people used to.
...that we take things for granted, and then are suprised when they retaliate.
...that first impressions are important and you should always strive to do the best with what you have.
...that these beliefs are from the mind of a sixteen year old and should be taken worth a grain of salt.

Spork On, Prager

Never give up ~ Never Surrender

Originally Posted On: Thursday, October 09, 2008

In our lives we meet people. Some are wicked amazing. Others? Not so much. There are people who, at first, seem absolutely amazing. Then you realize that is all a ruse. They just lead you on. And you, being the optimistic, gullible, person that you are, fall for it. Don't let this get you down. Don't give up. Because if you give up, they win. Never let them get the best of you. Yeah, sure, they may have won this round, but that doesn't matter. Indeed you should thank them. Due to their actions you have become a stronger person. You are not as nieve as you once were. Thanks to them you can now defend yourself. So thank the people that hurt you. They have made you better then they are, better than you once were.
Spork On