Have you ever been through a faze in your life when you feel like your just not pretty enough etcetera, ectetera? What brought it on? I remember what, or should I say who, did it to me. Well I don't specifically remember who, but I remember the voice.
I was just sitting in class one day earlier this year and I hear a girl whispering behind me. 'Did you see her?' She said. ' She looks like a boy. No wonder she doesn't have a boyfriend.' Ya. That was about it. What did I ever do to her? I don't even know who she was. I don't think I want to know either. It really hurt. I couldn't believe she had said that about me. Oh I know she was talking about me. Do you ever get those feelings when you just 'know' someone is looking or talking about you? I do...of course. So yeah, I still have times when I look at myself and I think, she was right. There is no way...ever.
But I've gotten over it. For the most part. Your probably wondering why I wrote this right about now. I didn't write this for myself. I can handle it on my own. Okay no I can't, couldn't. I put this here for a friend of mine. Not gonna mention any names. But I will give you a fantastic verse that was given to me by Jenny a few Christmas's ago. She wrote it on the inside cover of The Power Of A Praying Teen. Thanks, it really helped me to get through.
Charm is deceptive and beauty is fleeting, but a women who fears the Lord is to be praised. ~ Proverbs 31:30
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